what the cat wants, the cat will have.
up until then, i'd thought that maybe it was possible that you could be happy with what you have.
and then you started with the list of things i'm not.
it was that moment that i remembered back.
"its not cheating"
"i hope you know i'm going to fuck every girl i see on schoolies"
and i should've realised at those moments,
but it wasn't til now that i know i was an idiot to think that you could be content with what you have
and not want something else.
I'd like to think its possible to find somebody who doesn't NEED anyone or anything else.
I know i'm kind of defying the concept of human nature, but nothings impossible right?

i'm not a super model
i'm not social
i dont have alot of friends
i dont have money
i dont have my own car
but up until recently,
i was completely content with you
and i NEVER wanted anything else.


i noticed your eyes are always blue to me,
keeping them here
it makes no sense at all.

but your eyes are brown.